I had an awesome date last night… I just can’t believe how unfortunate it is for both of us. She’s an city auditor, and I’m still a college student. She lives in Sonoma, and I in Orinda and Castro Valley. She travels… constantly, and I stay in one place. She makes money, and I’m momentarily broke.
Let me tell you why it worked for me. She’s educated (made cum laude). She’s very pretty. She’s funny as hell. Her smile is captivating. She’s not demeaning. The latina temper is there. She knows how to keep it classy. She likes bachata and salsa <3. She’s employed, which is so clutch. She also graduated from Saint Mary’s College! She’s so many things, that quite honestly I didn’t expect.
Though she’s many great things, I also love what she lacks. Street smarts aren’t there. She lacks a guy friend (at least that’s what I think). She also hasn’t seen as much as the world as I have, and is willing to travel. She’s into trying new bars and restaurants.
Idk… after the disaster of my first relationship, I think I’m ready to commit and be a better boyfriend than “I was” before. I’m really tired of just lusty sex with no after feeling. Also, I miss having that girl best friend that would always try to advise me as best as posible. I should try I guess, but like, I don’t want to ever be vulnerable like I was before. I know to trust my gut.
Well tumblr… we’ll see where this takes me.